I wish I didn't find out all the conditions of creation
that have made me so ready to damn myself in trying
to do right and have it matter not at all
to see any good you try to preserve in the spirit
of repentance wiped away utterly
you make your move and leave the rest to God
just stumble along and do right then wait
for the unmitigated suffering to be unleashed by this God who "loves us so"....
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