But what did I know of the One's reality?
I simply give in to weakness and folly
And said, "Fuck THIS!" after more times
Playing the fool than I wanted or needed to--
To hell with pleasing everyone else--up to and including God--
I was trained for mercy and forgiveness but found
Only cruelty and spite and ruthlessness--
God--who has no love--but plenty of vengeance--
You all deserve each other--
To hell all of you can go--I've gotten over my own stinking
Fake holiness--I wallow in my pitiful and fleeting
Earthly happiness--and I don't care--I've stepped free--
No matter what comes after--for now I've gotten away clean
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