Friday, June 10, 2011

I'm at the mercy of lawyers and doctors--

the scummiest professions--

they want to protect you and help you--

they want you to live--

long enough for them to rifle your pockets

before leaving your corpse

on the roadside where other parasites

like judges and insurance men

can pick the remains clean--


and who will give succor?--nasty nurses?--

imbeciles in billing offices?--

bad luck of the draw shyster keeping his mouth shut?--

how about yourself--losing in small claims court

because the judge has a brother-in-law in the business--

or you didn't lick his nuts clean enough?


no succor--no mercy anywhere--and don't wait on God--

God weeps with us--isn't that comforting!--is that

a tower of strength and a shield for protection for you!

besides this is the way God wants it--it's how the whole damn thing

is built--God's Will is Vengeance--and he'll let you

dangle--ears stopped and immortal unlimited eyes shut tight!

God doesn't wish us to perish--but if we do the job to each other--

well...


I wasted a life loving the One--but no punishment

God could think up would beat my own pain of error

the unstoppable ache of consequence

or the utter death of faith--ashes to leave with these ashes--



and no hope for where I'll end up...


Content (c) 2008-2011 Philip Milito.

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