you're probably tired of my poisonously vatic mode
but so am I
besides I must serve--God demands that I serve--
but when I try
to serve I'm prevented from then damned for not serving--
my intent is good but that doesn't matter--
and perhaps I shouldn't have bothered writing
since karma demanded a redress of wrongs
that precluded words from being my means
of service--or did I just evade my purpose
with heavy-duty self-mythologizing?--
with all the harm irreparably done
I'll leave for a bit--or for good--drop a line or not--
I don't know--I just going off to find
what the hell it is God wants me to do...
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