now after all this harm
can I break free enough from myself to lose
the deluded crap I hauled on my back
like a farmer whose shit wagon broke down?
and what was I trying to fertilize that I thought would make
a difference while others unknown to me handled it?
prayer and worship run the risk of being selfish
but after all this harm what way left to go?
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