would I'd return

to my hungry ignorant youth

where in the name of spirituality

we thought our lusts could storm heaven

in a swamp of jizz and pussy juice


oh another delusion

another false way

where we could go and what we could do

without the strings attached to the Divine Imperative

the 'free' gift of Life with so many conditions

it's not worth the living


and so much for the huckster's claim of transcendence

every earthly way leads to an insurmountable brick wall


would I'd return to the fleeting instants

when I thought I'd find a way into a crack in that wall


and not be deluded...



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