GO AHEAD AND KILL ME LORD...BUT YOUR PERFECTION LEAVES MUSH TO BE DESIRED

yes

I admit it freely at last


I love life

I love being alive


but in the name of all that's

allegedly holy


is this what forever is?

incarnation after incarnation


in pig shit worlds

where we kill each other


because we cannot kill God?

and our own self-hatreds never end?


asking yet again where the mercy forgiveness and grace

while all consequence drags us down our black holes?







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OOPS...A CORRECTION...THERE ARE NO GOODBYES

life is active and ongoing

and will lead to whatever end

we will merit by the fulfillments

of the One's command to rejoin The Harmony


when I talk of endings

I'm just this earthly Philip Milito identity

while the Entity that is my Real Higher Self Me

in Its True Actuality


presses on sadly enduring the ignorance of each incarnation

the Source has the Final Word on Everything we do

we make our choice in the instant of action

and leave the rest to its Ultimate Outcome


what a total drag to be in the flesh

what a prison is life surrounded by those who've yet to find out for themselves






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GOODBYE UNLESS NOTHING IS AS I'M SAYING IT IS HERE

don't know when anything I can still do

in this world can resume


don't know if there's anything left to do

or if it will even matter whether it gets done


I'm empty I'm done

but a divine judge still gouges some price out of me


and I'll either find out the reason for this misery

or there'll be nothing and that will be that


whatever awaits me on the other side of death

I'm ready to find out


I'm ready to go








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broke

no money left

and while those fortunate enough

to have work celebrate

this May Day


some of us here

don't quite get the resonance


even those who have just enough

will find it gone soon enough


of course there will always be a May Day

and of course there will always be those destitute


even Jesus said 'the poor will always be with you'

speaking for the Father


who spoke of the wicked prospering

and the good suffering


broke


no spirit left


and ever at the mercy of

the heartless self-satisfied








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escape is not an option

and righteousness is destruction


quiet the voice in your head

and you'll clearly hear


nothing you can use

but you will be liable


whether you do something or nothing

what is is and nothing changes that








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reality as is

is harder than any soul can bear


so don't try to engage it

it is an illness


that only madness could cure

and even then


madness is just the minus side of any

risk/benefit equation









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it doesn't look good for the hero


he's taken for granted by his admirers

who somehow are never around

while he's up to his chin in quicksand

(being a Type-A can-do jackass

he never learned to float)

trying to save an ungrateful victim

of some enemies who's breaking his balls

as if they were married


well he asked for it

and they all gave it to him


every hero is disposable

when everyone thinks of himself

as a hero

while being foe to each other


thanks

try saving yourself next time


that'll be comeuppance






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