whatever happens to us is beyond our control


we do our best to be righteous

and get fucked for trying


that the Source of All Life is more evil

than any invented devil could be is only part


of what breaks the soul with responsibilities for atonement

God's own will will deny us and punish us for...


"Love and do what you will and let God keep the books"?

we might as well die and go to perdition right here and now...


who but a devil could tell us to repent and then punish us

because nothing we do will ever be good enough?


yes "anything we can imagine isn't it" and yes

"he who would save his life must lose it"


but what forgiveness when God Himself will not?





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