then you'll know
all you did contributed to the end of
the life you've known--
you couldn't believe anything
would upset your plans--
that you were entitled to be treated
as some fake god infested by parasites
with no other host to feed upon--
exalted by the glory of human lice
who think you'll offer them endless sustenance--
when you have nothing left of yourself
but a chewed-up corpse on an examiner's table
then you'll be gone and your parasites will have moved on
to the next manna that will give them some life--
all who hunger for their flimsy fame
will wind up in this body bag--
but who will hear of it?
none will accept that it could happen to them--
and then you will be free--
free to die slowly from the blood-letting--
free to be remembered until the last parasite
who tasted your brand will die away
in whatever way parasites have of running out of hosts--
then you'll be be one holy rotted cadaver
with no one to remember your religion--
and the life you've known
will be gone in any case--
new generations of hunger and ignorance
trying to go against their fates
and be what no one before has been
(except in terms of this vain belief)
and yet another generation will die its common death--
no pity no mercy no forgiveness no grace--
nothing but the ways of the world
as God has constructed it
and as we continually ruin it--
then you'll know the hoax of freedom--
then you'll know the delusions of the self--
then you'll know the end that commenced with your beginning
this time in the earth--
this gone time in the world
Content (c) 2008-2011 Philip Milito.
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