JUDGMENT ALL THE WAY

like Jesus braying on the cross

"Father why has Thou forsaken me?"


I am feeling crucified myself


life at a dead stop

no move possible

no action coming to anything


just roiling in the consequences

no amends or repentances or atonements

are enough to mitigate


or to draw down grace of any kind


done in the world with nothing else to do

but endure this grief and await


what release will resurrect what remains

of the broken soul








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WHAT CAN BE SAID? HERE YOU ALWAYS STILL ARE

I made it...through something...


have no idea what

since all my speculation is just


another county heard from...

but as I awaken anew


I feel a seeking of harmony

much like a dog howling


after a fire engine's siren









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HERE YOU ALWAYS ARE

out of Blinding Light


come the wispy pure patterns

of Thought that underlay


all the forms of creation

until they solidify


into the structures of

the lowest form of energy


into which I have reawakened







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WHAT WE CALL 'IT'

blackness

nothingness

no awareness

no consciousness


but a throbbing ruby light


from which

consciousness

awareness

shapes forming out of nothing


to glow in lightening shades of black


growing in shade to brighter

to light

to Light

to LIGHT







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THE BLACK HOLE THAT IS GOD

the black hole that is God


absorbs all back into itself


of necessity we sometimes skirt

the event horizon


but it is mindless heartless process

that allows nothing you cherish to endure


to live you must die


but reborn as what new increment to

what heinous eternal process?






Content (c) 2008-2015 Philip Milito.

CONTRITION ENDLESSLY

merciless life

rules the roost

runs the game

shits on you


endless strife

its eternal truth

and only shame

gets you through








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CATHEDRAL TREES

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